Thursday, February 23, 2012

Contemplation and complications

I was not able to write blogs last year due to some technical glitch called "malware", but as I checked back my blog months ago, the said malware was gone. Then again, I was not able to write anything and was not so eager to do so because I was busy doing things, and was not able to give my time fixing my blog site. *boo me*

Then as I was waiting for my hyper acidity attack to subside, I tried to fix this blog (since I cannot sleep with this pain). I suddenly had the urgency to write again, oh! how I missed writing a blog! I hope I can update this blog more often this year and the coming years.

In the past year, I became a busy bee trying to gather life's nectar. I was busy with life as a daughter, sister, aunt, friend, college instructor, organizer of some sort, photographer and a businesswoman. Life was good as I can say. But time was of the essence with all the hustle and bustle, struggling to fulfill all of the tasks that I was about to do.

Now, as I rewind my life last year and at present, I am thinking on whether I will still continue this circus-like life or should I give up on some posts. But then, deep in my heart and soul I am enjoying and is fulfilled with what I am doing right now -- touching lives, helping people, enjoying time. I am torn between my principles, happiness and striving to be a better (if not the best) person as I can be. I still have many things that I would like to do but my hands were already full of things, or am I just thinking that I am? Do I have to make room for new things or I just have to master these tasks first without giving up on anything at hand?

Life is full of complications, but with proper learning and contemplation with the guidance of God (of course), nothing will go wrong. I am just thankful that I have my family with me who supports my endeavors, old and new friends that keeps me happy, students that gives me inspiration to move further and a GOD that keeps me alive, anchored and fulfilled.

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