A Letter For My One and Only

June 4, 2015


Dear you,

I have loved you from before, I will love you today and up to the point that we will meet each other in the near future.

I am sorry if I hurt you with my happy-go-lucky life. But I don't regret it at all. Because I know that I will be the best partner you will have, having this way of life.

I am who I am. I am a take it or leave it kind of woman. If you like me, say it and act on it. I will not jump into conclusions because I tend to protect my heart from all the probable hurts by expecting something. Though I get hurt from time to time, please don't worry about me, I know how to handle painful situations.

I will patiently wait for you, and at the same time will enjoy my life without you. I am doing all these in preparation of our life together. I will be strong as always. I will pray for us to meet and be friends with each other. We will be that couple who will protect each other, will guide and support one another. And will catch each other whenever life tries to knock us down. Together we will conquer anything, everything.

We won't be perfect, that's right. But who needs a perfect person anyway? What I want is someone like you. A person whom I can talk to about anything, someone who will listen to me and whom I will listen too. We will be each other's bestfriend. Yes, we will have separate sets of friends, we need them for individual growths but one thing is for sure, we will always seek each others company at the end of the day.

Our arms will be each others' refuge. Our hearts will be each others' home. We will have that random moments of squabbling and misunderstandings, like any normal couple but please promise me to be always open for communication and I will do too. We will always talk to each other even if we are upset with someone, with something or with each other. We will always try to share our fears, frustrations and any negative emotions to each other. I will always try to understand you, and I hope you will do too.

And when all things won't go our way, just remember that I will love you. And from that love alone, we will let our lives and love for each other grow. By that love, we will build a family that will shower love to everybody. Together we will help those who are in need.

But before all these things to happen, I just want to see you soon, soon enough for us to know each other better. Soon enough for us to grow together as a person. It is true that I hope and pray to finally meet you, soon.

I am excited to finally see you, meet you and know you. I hope you are too. We will see each other, that's a promise.


Loving you always,

Me

Pusong Mundo

Pusong Mundo
Chatkick - January 14, 2010

Ang mundo ay bilog,
Ang puso ay pula,
Ang mundo ay umiinog,
Ang puso ay pinalalaya.

Ikaw, ako, tayo ay naririto,
Nakasilong sa iisang mundo,
Umaasa sa pagpatak ng ulan,
Na siyang sasabay sa pusong luhaan.

Sa mundong walang hindi magulo,
Ang maghintay sayo ay isang luho,
Oras na lumilipas dahil sa'yo,
Malaking kawalan sa isang tulad ko.

Ngunit 'bakit nga ba?'
Katanungan din nila,
Sa iyo ay laging umaasa,
Dulot mo nga ba'y luha? o saya?

Saan ako huhugot ng sagot?
Saan ipapaling ang lungkot?
Kelan mawawala pagkabugnot,
Mga araw ay sadyang nakakabagot.

Sa mundong may lungkot at saya,
Nararapat pa bang sayo'y umasa?
Hindi na daw, sabi nila,
Tama nga siguro sila aking sinta.

Wala nang hinihiling pa,
Kundi makita kang masaya,
Oo na, ipokrita na,
Salamat na lang, pwede ba?

Datapwat kung mundo ay hugis puso,
Maging ang dagat ay magiging dugo,
Sana naman puso'y bumilog,
Katulad ng gulong na gumugulong.

It's been a while

It's been a while since my last blog. I got caught with so many things that I cannot even bother to write even simple thoughts in my "journal".

Anyway, I got a chance to go home and to top it all I just stayed there for 1 and a half day, because we've been stranded for 8 hours I think or much longer because of typhoon Santi.

I am facing the new phases of my life and I cannot say anything bad about it because there is none that I can think of. So far everything is fine.. Busy, yes but for a cause.

In terms of finding that new person to look forward to, I am just so happy he came. I hope he is God's gift for me. I pray that all things will fall into the right places in His time..:)

I hope I can blog more often. So many catching up with my friends so I cannot blog that much.

Just take care! God bless you always!

**Gotta do my photo edits...